~mOoDy~

Today, I'm a bit moody

Is it because of the Yesterday call?

Is it because the stress that I have now?

Is it because I still feel that " "....

Or just because the rain fall this morning?

I wonder....

Tear inside my eye

I want to be tough, I hold my tears...

Because I knew that, Once I let my tear drop

I against what I have promised to myself

Can you imagine that, watching the funny baby video

My eye full with tears....

Not the tear with happiness but tears with helpless

I wrote in my personal message that I feel like crying

Friends told me to cry

But....but....but...

I still hold it...hold it....and hold it...

Until the day I can't hold them anymore

Until the day I think I really can put it down

Until the day somebody bring the key and open the secret from me.

I'm waiting...

Still waiting...

Gloomy gloomy but don't worry

I will be alright....

I hope I can...

Support me, give me power to solve the thing

Give me strength....